I'm at work today... just sitting here pondering, really. Avoiding actually working as usual. I've got a lot on my mind these days... with school of course... but more general than that. Graduation is coming up much quicker than I thought it would, and I was expecting this semester to go by fast. There are only 6 weeks left till I walk the stage. For the most part, I'm happy about that. I'm tired of the CoA, literally.

I've been trying to decide what to do post graduation. I could go back to school into Community Planning and graduate with my masters in a little less than two years. I could take a break and just work a while. I could travel. Nothing is really leading me in any serious direction.

I think I will probably end up just hanging around Charlotte for a while and working... get some of my loans paid off and rest for a while. I think ultimately that's what I need to do before I make any decisions at all.

I guess what's bothering me is I feel like I'm at this place in life where I've always had this path leading me in a direction. It's like the path just ended and, yea, I got a few of my goals out of the way... but where to now? It's like there's this wide open meadow staring me in the face and I could literally go any which way that I wanted to.

It's like there's this transition point for me and I feel like if I don't make some extreme move right now, that I won't ever make one. And that's not necessarily true... it's just what I feel like is happening.

I should really just smile and be happy because things are really great for me right now - and I am happy... just befuddled.

Ultimately, like I always tell my friends... I should just give it some time. I'm just searching for some course of action and I'm not finding it...