Drained

Six weeks of school left and I still am unable to decide what to do about next year.  Part of me is scared of letting school go… and the other part of me is so ready to see it go.  I know I want to travel a lot this summer, though.  That is tops of priorities.  I feel like there’s something out there that I need to see… like it’s calling me.  Now I just have to find it.  

Last week was pretty hectic.  I slept little because of my review this past Friday.  It went pretty well.  I think a lot of us are borderline freaking out right now.  There is so much left to do and so little time to do it in.  The overall feeling around the building is very anxious and tense.  I’ve seen too many people break down in tears this week… it just doesn’t have to be like this.

Work is going well I suppose.  I haven’t spent as much time there the past few weeks as I would have liked.  I have a meeting to prepare for this Wednesday that’s a pretty big deal – hopefully everything I’ve ordered will have arrived at the office for it on Monday.  

I spent yesterday at Wake Forest.  I went to see Grease with Courtney at Reynolds high school.  It was funny just thinking back to my senior class’s production of Grease – wondering if we were as bad as these guys were.  I want to see the video … if any of you guys know where a copy exists, let me know.  It would probably be pretty funny to play at the class reunion in the fall as well.

Afterwards we went to the Ecohouse to a party.  It was pretty good – but I was so emotionally, mentally, and physically drained from the week I couldn’t get into it too much.  This morning I went to see Will rehearse for his play some, which was fun(ny).  He’s so cute on stage.  

Afterwards I headed to Elkin for a bit to visit with the parents… have dinner… and now I’m back in Charlotte waiting on a friend to come over and hang out.

I’m looking forward to what lies ahead with a heavy sense of anxiousness.